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I'm bee and nostalgia gets the best of me. 22.

Yesterday was a DAY. I tell ya, first Mark and I closed on our new apartment and we get the keys next Saturday once they repaint and clean the floors and I got so many cute things from bed bath and beyond. Then literally about 3 pm I felt my face getting puffy and, mind you I’ve never had an allergic reaction of any short like this, my arms started getting covered in hives. My throat was perfectly fine, just my tongue and entire face was swelling and hives were presented all over. So, I went to urgent care and they gave me some weak ass Benadryl and a steroid for alergic reactions. All of a sudden, it gets worse. At this point they call an ambulance and take me to the ER. From there they give me different steroids and the good Benadryl and it starts to go down after an hour. It was the scariest shit ever. They still don’t know what caused it, but they assume that it was stress related. My anxiety has been out the roof the last 3-4 months, more than usual and for the first time in years I’ve been having panic attacks again. Not a fan, I will say that. Right before this all happened, I sat down and started going over budgets and bills for our new apart and I started freaking out a little bit but then it went away. So, this morning, I went to see my normal doctor brought everything up and have another appointment set to get anxiety medication. It’s been a difficult road, but I’m glad I’m getting help. That and I’m now gonna meet with my therapist monthly.

Posted 2 years ago
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